I usually end up pushing people away all together.
don't worry mate, i have a way of doing that too ...
my problem is ... i go shy ... and from bad experiences in the past. just can't work men out.
welcome to the club!
yup ... sucks like. i mean some guys want you to go chat to them, others are like, aw get tae ... i thought this one was get tae ... when i think he wanted me to chat to him after ...
i wish life was like a video tape ... i.e. i wish i could go back and delete all the shit bits and change them ... but we've not evolved to that yet ... lets hope they can do so in the year 4000 or so ...